Random Thoughts
Okay, I'm better. I had a couple of panic attacks. I slept a lot. I took an hour-long ride on the F-train and cried the entire time, staring at the ads up top so as not to make eye contact with anyone. Luckily I have good friends who do things like dropping little bags of painkillers in my mailbox, which I'm saving for a rainy day (Thanks, Former Roommate!). I also have a boyfriend who's pretty great at balancing tough love with being supportive, which helped immensely. I think the whole working-from-home thing makes it really hard to get out of my own head sometimes, because I can go whole days without interacting with anyone face-to-face.
ANYWAY, have you heard that Britney lost the kids? Yeah, I'm sad for her. I hope this is a wake up call for her to get her shit together. I really don't think I can watch Britney become the new Anna Nicole Smith.
And on a lighter note, anyone who has the misfortune of being on my buddy list knows just how deep my love for I CAN HAS CHEEZBURGER? is. Well, if you haven't seen lolsecretz, it's a cross between I CAN HAS CHEEZBURGER? and PostSecret. It's pretty much my favorite thing ever. Behold:
It's sick and wrong, I know, but it made me guffaw.
So hey, are you watching Gossip Girl? It's quite delicious. It's like Dynasty, but with teenagers. Lots of pretty people scheming and doing drugs and sleeping with each others' boyfriends and being bitchy. I love love love it. I also discovered Dexter last week, on one of the free In Demand channels, and watched the entire first season just in time to start the second season. And I never thought I'd say this back in the day when he was David on Six Feet Under, but Michael C. Hall is HOT. Maybe I just have a thing for vigilante serial killers.
I was watching 30-Minute Meals last night, as I like to do because I enjoy getting myself all riled up. Rachael Ray made fish stick parm, with fish sticks from a box. First of all, ew. And second, of all, can someone please explain to me why this woman is a cooking celebrity?
That's all I got for now.
