Mid month check-in

Well, my New Year's resolutions are coming along quite fabulously, I have to say. I've cut the smoking and the drinking in half, lost somewhere between 5 and 10 pounds, and feel altogether peachy. I haven't been writing terribly much, but I'm also in the middle of a fairly intensive rape crisis program which doesn't leave me much time for anything else besides reading for class, and occasionally wailing about the sick nature of society.

My greatest victory, I have to say, came last night. I had an opportunity to have a drag out fight with the ex, and instead I simply let it go. And it felt ten times better than any of the vicious things I've said to him since the breakup.

If I didn't know better, I'd say I was becoming an adult and shit.