Remembering 9/11

That's the headline I put on the front page of the website I'm responsible for updating on a daily, timely basis. The thing is, I don't want to remember 9/11. I don't want to go down to Ground Zero. I don't want to go to Union Square. I don't want to be anywhere that large people of groups are grieving. I don't even want to be anywhere that there are any people at all. I just want to go home, pet my cats, not watch the news and then go to bed at a decent hour. I don't want to relive it, and part of me feels like that makes me a bad person.